Nope, Not Telling

8/16/2009 03:20:00 PM | 0 Comments

I'm not telling anyone about the surgery. I just don't think it's anyone's business. This is a very personal thing for me. I also don't need any negativity. And I'm sorta embarrassed to have reached this point. I keep telling myself that it's not giving in but it still feels that way. I even told a poster on LBT that it's not our fault, it's not defeat, but it feels that way. The medical world finally calling obesity a disease is good. They finally get it. But maybe I don't. Oh, this is a struggle. As my surgery looms I'm just freaking out. I'm worried about getting in enough pool time. Sitting here right now, it's pouring and thundering. No pool today.

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