Hello world. I actually have been up since about 8 am. That's progress. Busy day ahead. I need to go to the store. Then arrange to get pool covered this afternoon. Tree people coming tomorrow - unless it rains today :(
While I was lying in bed this am before I got up, my tummy was actually rumbly and growly. I wasn't really hungry before I went to bed. I'm really trying to get into the right mind-set here. Drinking the protein shakes and eating a meal at lunch is kinda hard. But I made a commitment to DS. I'm not going to have a large evening meal while she's sipping away on yet another shake. Funny, I doubt she'd be doing this for me. Oh well. It's really only bad when I'm hungry and then I think hmmm, I don't have to be doing this diet thing yet. Next week on clears will be quite a test but I guess all of this is preparing me too.
I'm wondering if I'll get any pool time today. Rain in forecast. Sky is sorta sunny/sorta cloudy. But it's those bluish-gray clouds. Don't look good, folks!
Did I mention that I really hate grocery shopping? I does...lots. But I don't have a lot to buy. Except for the party stuff. I sure got screwed there. DB and wife are doing brats and burgers, paper goods, condiments, cake, and providing the house. I'm on everything else. Hmmmm, how did that happen? At least I get to control what the side dishes are and I can make stuff I don't even like ;) I can even pass on the cake. It's the fruit for the fountain. I am soooo hungry for fruit, hence the trip to the store.
While I was lying in bed this am before I got up, my tummy was actually rumbly and growly. I wasn't really hungry before I went to bed. I'm really trying to get into the right mind-set here. Drinking the protein shakes and eating a meal at lunch is kinda hard. But I made a commitment to DS. I'm not going to have a large evening meal while she's sipping away on yet another shake. Funny, I doubt she'd be doing this for me. Oh well. It's really only bad when I'm hungry and then I think hmmm, I don't have to be doing this diet thing yet. Next week on clears will be quite a test but I guess all of this is preparing me too.
I'm wondering if I'll get any pool time today. Rain in forecast. Sky is sorta sunny/sorta cloudy. But it's those bluish-gray clouds. Don't look good, folks!
Did I mention that I really hate grocery shopping? I does...lots. But I don't have a lot to buy. Except for the party stuff. I sure got screwed there. DB and wife are doing brats and burgers, paper goods, condiments, cake, and providing the house. I'm on everything else. Hmmmm, how did that happen? At least I get to control what the side dishes are and I can make stuff I don't even like ;) I can even pass on the cake. It's the fruit for the fountain. I am soooo hungry for fruit, hence the trip to the store.
I'm sitting here with the check to mail to the surgeon for my surgery. Wow. I'm not sure what I'm feeling. Kinda excited. And I'm just really ready to get moving on this. I've been patient since the seminar back in July. I don't want to wish away time, but I wish the big day was here already. I want it over with. Questions answered, knowing whether or not I'll be in pain, whether or not I survived the barium swallow.... But, it's only Weds. 8/19. Still a week to go.
0 comments:
Post a Comment