When I actually listed myself on the August '09 Bandsters on LBT and began telling people my surgery date, I knew there was going to be a problem. I just had a bad feeling and now I know why. I'm still planning to go forward and have surgery. I'm attending a seminar next week and meeting a new surgeon. I've looked at the VSG and it's just not for me. I'm not ready to give up part of my body. I am ready to do the work involved with the lap band. I refuse to stay fat and miserable. If I have complications, so be it. I'll deal with them - when and if.
I just can't believe I'm this far back on the process again. This sucks. I had this so planned out. I was really hoping for weight loss before the holidays. Guess there's no law saying I can't drop a few pounds on my own. But I really wanted to be further along by September. WLS can't interfere with my jewelry business. It'll be great to have something to focus on, but I can't take too much stress. Guess I'll have to see when I may be able to have surgery. I hope the new doc doesn't have a long waiting list. Also hope I don't have to do all the pre-op testing again. I sure don't want to repeat the stress test. It was so fun the first time ;)
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